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On 12月 11, 2012. 第二次的化療,我的氣息變得很弱,連走兩步路都是一種沉重的負擔,一個發高燒不退的晚上,我問了痛苦不堪的自己,是要死了嗎? 面臨了婚姻的背叛,失去了生活重心,失去了健康,那,是願意死了嗎? 我沒宗教信仰,但那個晚上我第一次請求菩薩,請求上帝,給于我力量,我不想死,因為我不想爸爸,媽媽,為了這女兒傷心落淚,不想看不到兩個可愛的女兒的成長,我還想活,所以那個晚上我很倔強的不吃退燒藥,就是要和病魔說,它是沒辦法整死我的.
Like quicksilver leaving our hands. Friday, 1 November 2013. The last I wrote - I left Melbourne. And now here I am again. Visiting this old familiar place. Who knows, it may be weeks, months, years before it happens. Posted by Mei Shan Low. Wednesday, 26 January 2011. No need to say goodbye.